TAKE ME AWAY!!!

So it was a successful floorset change in the sense that we got it done and were out by 11pm, as scheduled. And everyone was pretty pleased with the changes and the layout.
But I hated everything about it, felt overwhelmed and frankly was incredibly disappointed with myself and my planing.

I don't know what to make of any of this, and today I'll be going back in to tweak and finish whatever didn't get done, and I pray I'm not being pulled in a million different directions. But that is the retail life.

I'm wondering if I should start playing the lotto. All I want is to have no or little debt so that life is just a little easier.

Day 12: Destination you dream of traveling to.

 How about just traveling in general. I just want to go on a trip to a place I have never been before and relax for probably the first time in my life.

Just to be able to pull up to a resort, knowing that that would be my home for the next week and plan on doing nothing but relaxing and relaxing.

But that will probably never happen.

Am I fine with that? Nope, but I gotta accept the reality that basically at 32, I've royally fucked up my life.

Man these posts are starting to get so depressing. I warned you all that February sucks and my mood just gets worse and worse.

The good news is that Wednesday is looking to be the warmest its been in a while, so I'm gonna go for a run, maybe the endorphins will bring me out of this slump.

But yeah a vacation would probably help too.

So to satisfy this post, I'm going to say I would like to travel to the Maldives.
To stay at one of these resorts:

But if traveling halfway around the world to live on a small island for a week is too expensive or just unfeasible, I guess I could live with the Disney Version.


Regardless of which, it would be a lovely and quiet vacation.


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